Wednesday, February 26
Scared? For what? It's nothing, come on. 'O' level result is no big deal. That's what I tell other people. It's not exactly how I feel. I am just like others who are anxiously waiting for their results, fearing that it might just be a total failure. Somehow, passing is not an achievement. It is a necessity. I am talking big, but ain't it the truth? Come on. Get real. Who doesn't want to see a perfect score on their result slip even though might sound absurd or even impossible? It's everyone's dream, no doubt, though for some, the dream might never be fulfilled. Scary enough huh? But the biggest fear is not the possibility of not fulfilling the dream, but realising the
fact that you are actually nowhere nearing that dream.
It's a big "What if". What if I can't get good grades? What if I fail my english? What if I have to go poly? Worse still, ITE? The question carries on and on, until I feel so sick listening to it. Is it that bad until we cannot carry on with life with a useless 'O' levels result? I know it's a silly question. You can't survive in modern Singapore without a good degree, but you don't have to think that results are gonna be that poor until you can't even continue with life, right? You know you studied, you have put in effort, and done your best. Just relax. Convince yourself. It's gonna be fine.
~Convincing yourself you can is not just one of many solutions. It's the only way of life~
Posted by Isabelle at 4:50 pm